Fears.Well, it took me some time to decide whether should i join our school EBC's girls. I went around asking all my friends and teachers. Mostly all of them said, no. You should concentrate more on your studies. Taking O's this year, what-a-timing. It's really tough to cope with your studies and trainings at the same time. By the time i reached home after my EBC's training, it's already 10pm. Training starts at 7pm and ends around 9pm. Almost everyday i slept around 2am. Just to complete all my homeworks. But still, i didn't managed to complete everything on time. Teachers did complain about me not handing in homeworks on time, but sometimes i just don't have the strength to continue after my training.Even my parents didn't give me their full support. We always quarrelled because of EBC, they wanted to me give up. Sometimes i just couldn't understand why cant they understand how rare the opportunity is? I trained so hard for it, just to ensure that I'm physically fit and mentally prepared to complete and enjoy the whole journey. Friends have been telling me that, i gotta be extremely careful when i got up there. I believe that all of us would definitely come back safely. I trust all my instructors and teachers. Another of fear of mine is my studies. Frankly speaking, I'm not doing very well in my studies. Tons of test and homeworks coming up, remedial sessions everyday. I told myself that i must persevere on, i know that it's tough but i know we can do it. Girls, we gotta train harder alright, days are getting nearer and nearer, we dont have much time left. Xinfang, siman, yuki we must train hard and study hard at the same time okay? O's this year, no joke. Strive hard for our goal, be it studies or Ebc. Like what xinfang had said, nothing is impossible. Think positively, times when you feel like giving up, think through. What we've done for the past few months.
Preparations.
We started our training last year. Beginning of the training, we would just go for a short run around our school. But as time goes by, training starts to get tougher and tougher. Few of our training spots are YishunCanal, BukitTimahHill, tracks and blocks opposite our school. I prefer YishunCanal, that's Mstay's territory! Hahaha, it's a very nice and cooling place to jog and train yourself. Although trainings are tough, but when all of students and teachers train and joke together, everything seemed simpler and easier. Loads of funny little stuffs happened during our trainings, that's when we get closer and closer to each other. Still remember our very first training? All of us are like strangers! We hardly talk to one another, we just merely trained together. But, look at how we bond during this few months! Girls, it's amazing (: I strongly believed that it's God's doing. God answered our prayer, how lovely could this be.
Girls, remember this.
We're a team, and we'll always be.